integration math test today was a horror, math higher papers can make the simplest thing as hard as @)$*$%$#. i think i was ready to kill myself. It made me go into depression cause i think i'm going to fail this test which is a nightmare cause i don't like &cannot must not fail tests.

The following weeks are going to be a pain in the ass; i already have a headache, my ears are blocked (i think i have a cold), my skin is drying and i have ulcers. arrrgh this is one of those moments where i can say i hateee the world. The next two weeks are going to be awfully stressing, i have my organic chem option paper, my chinese orals on boring culture, english orals on plath/frost/hamlet ?!, extended essay, cas, business ia due. I think i am going to plasmolysize and be totally drained out. I also think i need to lose weight and stop eating like a monster, but i cant work without eating cause everything bores me and i need to be kept..."interested". I also need to stop appearing self-obsessed with the number of times i have said "I" in this entry, please believe me, i'm really not!

The only thing i can look forward to now is escaping with jackie on the weekends, i think i might go watch him play ball tmr, but i'm not really sure cause i have a million things that i dont want to do to do. but saturday is going to be lovely awesome funny, we've made a deal and we're going to dress differently from usual + we're going to catch a movie (heartbreaker kid or hitman?), have a yummy lunch, go shoppingg for winter clothes and then have a nice neat dinner.

oh, &i'm 'selling' some stuff other the cut, see if you're interested (:

hmm, might buy these jackets if i get the chance too! my winter wardrobe is terribly boring...well it barely exists.


anyways...
ANYONE INTERESTED?
i'm thinking of selling this wool jacket from alloy at about $30. It's really lovely! &i've only worn it once, in superb condition. It's tagged a size m, wear it with just a top inside, or layerrr up (:
I won't be back in singapore till december...so i won't be selling it till then.
but if you read my journal and want it, then i'll reserve it for you :D